Kiku's Insecurities
In this random label, I just want to write down about my feelings a few days ago. While, this time is my mid semester test, but I can't handle my self to write in this personal blog. :( ............... Kemarin, kau menyadari sesuatu. Bahwa berhati-hati dalam berbicara itu sangat penting. Pikirkanlah perasaan mereka. jadilah lebih baik. Apa kau tak bisa? Hatimu jadi tak karuan saat ini. Kamu pikirkan orang lain tapi kamu tak pikirkan perasaanmu. Kenapa kamu seperti itu? He said "don't be a candle, who illuminates the other, but burning itself" Every moment when my mood is down, I always judging myself. "I'm strange, I'm weak, I don't know anything, am i that ugly? why you looked at me like that!", every moment that my friends gave me that look to underestimate me, its really make my mental down. I always think what actually they thinking about me. Am I look like an idiot? or what? why they looked at me like that! I struggle with that. But I kee