SEKUNTUM MEMOAR

 ~ 8 July 2024 ~ That day was such an unpredictable and confusing day. Excitement, worries, anxiousness, gratefulness, and scared at the same time. I was excited because finally I could meet new people and environment but those things also made me worry, anxious, and scared. At that moment, I should define my identity. What kind of person I want to be in very this new environment? I have shown a few of my personality for adjust which energy that match with me. I tend to be cheerful and always happy at first. But, a month later, I found out that I was exhausting for doing that "personality experiment". So, later on, I was more calm than before and tried to accept everything that I had both good and bad side of me. So much happening on that phase. The phase of adjusting and adapt in the new environment.  Underestimate? of course I can see their eyes, voice tone, gesture, and feel their energy. I knew if someone doesn't like me, or someone is underestimate me, or someone is ...

Mau sedikit cerita. Jadi, beberapa hari terakhir ini, lagi banyak hal yang sedang aku lakukan dan rencanakan. Mulai dari ngerjain project intern disambi kerja, belajar perkodingan untuk persiapan seleksi salah satu pelatihan yang wow banget, lalu ngerjain technical test untuk seleksi intern di tech agency. Nah, prioritasku saat ini adalah bikin desain untuk seleksi intern walaupun dengan insentive yang nggak seberapa itu, tapi aku tetep ngerjain karena ini deadlinenya yang paling deket. Nah,, tapi kok dari kemarin tuh aku dapet ujian. Jadi, hari Minggu sebetulnya aku mau ke perpustakaan Cikini mau belajar, tapi dikasih ujian sama Allah yaitu HP ku jatuh dan LCD nya rusak. Jadi hari itu aku ke tempat service, nggak jadi ke perpus. Akhirnya aku belajar di kos kos an malem, terus aku buka email dan dapet kabar lanjutan seleksi intern yang aku bilang tadi. Aku ngerjain form nya tuh malem, dan setelah isi form itu aku dapet case untuk technical test yang deadlinenya 2 hari. Nah, hari ini ud...