First Job

 ~ 8 July 2024 ~

That day was such an unpredictable and confusing day. Excitement, worries, anxiousness, gratefulness, and scared at the same time. I was excited because finally I could meet new people and environment but those things also made me worry, anxious, and scared. At that moment, I should define my identity. What kind of person I want to be in very this new environment? I have shown a few of my personality for adjust which energy that match with me. I tend to be cheerful and always happy at first. But, a month later, I found out that I was exhausting for doing that "personality experiment". So, later on, I was more calm than before and tried to accept everything that I had both good and bad side of me. So much happening on that phase. The phase of adjusting and adapt in the new environment. 

Underestimate? of course I can see their eyes, voice tone, gesture, and feel their energy. I knew if someone doesn't like me, or someone is underestimate me, or someone is like me. The energy of those people just pop up like a notification in my phone, haha. I can't explain this, but it was true. I feel like my intuition is insane.